I was sitting at work when a thought struck me: I need to take a silent retreat now. It had been at least seven years since I’d last been on one and I felt dry — in need of “living water.” Plus, my potential dog sitter — my husband Rob — was leaving soon for his field season. It was now or never.
I remembered a place nearby, just a few towns south, in Albion, that my husband had heard about called The Lord’s Land. A staff member from the retreat camp had come into the mineral/fossil shop where my husband works and saw Rob’s business card. When this young man saw the name “Sula” he asked Rob if he knew a Sondra Sula.
Apparently, this man was reading my devotional book and felt a kinship with the author: me! Rob and he talked about all of us getting together at The Lord’s Land. But before we were able to, COVID-19 hit. And then I forgot all about it.
The moment I returned from work I looked up The Lord’s Land to see if they were open and had any cabins available. They were listed from most expensive to least, so I began searching from the bottom up until I found a cabin with indoor plumbing. Every date before and after the three dates I desired was booked solid. I quickly reserved Racoon Cabin.
What I neglected to read in my haste was that the bed was in a loft and I’d have to climb down a ladder should I need to get up in the middle of the night, which I always do.
I don’t have great “loft ladder karma” as I had walked off the edge in a similar situation years ago and had fallen a full story to the cement floor below.
In my hurry to book the space, I failed to notice there were 123 steps down to the cabin from the parking spot, which was a ledge next to a ravine. Definitely an emergency brake situation. But the near vertical entrance proved to be healthy exercise, especially since it required three trips to unload my car.
The interior of the cabin was quaint with all sorts of artistic touches including mosaic-tiled kitchen counters.
After I settled in, only hitting my head on the ceiling about four times while making the bed, I ventured out to find The Prayer Trail. It was lovely, but less than a mile long.
I explored the nearby cabins once I realized they were empty (I didn’t want to intrude on anyone else’s retreat experience) and found the beautiful Prayer Cabin with a lawn chair that looked out over the ridges.
But I felt like something was missing. I realized that “something” was water. I had been drawn here to refresh myself in the “living water,” which was definitely happening, but I intuitively felt there must be a creek or pond or some natural source of water nearby.
The last morning of my retreat I set off to find water. I discovered a trail that sloped downward. I kept thinking it would connect to The Prayer Trail, but it never joined up. In fact, it kept descending until it reached a large tree with a rope around it to facilitate climbing further down. Did I want to chance falling? No one knew where I was and I had a long trek back to the cabin — all uphill. Yet I realized this moment symbolized my ability to take on new challenges, and I had to move forward.
When I got to the bottom of the rope I saw it. A creek: water. I felt a sense of release. The hike back would be strenuous and steep, but I knew I had been blessed with the strength to carry on.
Photos © Sondra Sula.
Take a walk with me by reading my most recent daily devotional book, Meditations on Mendocino by Sondra Sula. Available on Amazon in paperback or Kindle versions.
If you’d prefer a daily river walk, Reflections on the Fox River and Beyond by Sondra Sula, might just be the book for you.