Last week, I went to the Chicago neighborhood of Pilsen with my spiritual companion of thirty years to walk the “live Stations of the Cross.” This somber three-hour procession has been a tradition for nearly forty years, and my friend and I have been participating in it for about half that time. We both felt sad not only because our nun friend who normally shared this day with us had moved east, but also because I would soon be moving to the west coast.
Endings are always difficult. The Stations of the Cross are all about the end of Christ’s ministry. Easter has not yet arrived, and none of Jesus’s followers know that the stone at the entrance of his tomb will soon be rolled away. There is no way for the disciples to know that the story they are living will be told again and again, even 2,000 years later, on 18th Street in Chicago, Illinois.
This neighborhood also used to be the home of slain journalist James Foley, and as we pass a vibrant mural dedicated to him, I can’t help but think of the many lives lost to war, crime, disease—including my friend’s sweet mother who recently died.
Another loss was the place where we always ate lunch afterwards, Nuevo Leon. A local favorite, this colorful Mexican restaurant always had a line out the door and halfway down the block on Good Friday. But it had gone up in flames. What remained was a charred interior and jagged glass-edged windows, yet the exterior still had a bright, festive feeling.
We came to the end of our journey watching Jesus taken down from the cross and hauled away on the shoulders of men dressed in robes and sandals. The end was a beginning. This I knew from hindsight. And as we passed a pair of pink and creamsicle-orange steps that led to a dark, mysterious entrance, I knew my friend and I would each find our way to fresh, new stories.
All photos © Sondra Sula.