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Remnants

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“Remnants of Autumn” by Sondra Sula

Two days before nearly a foot of snow fell, I was walking along Lake Michigan on a solitary stretch of beach with my husband, a friend, and her dog. It was a rare warm day for the middle of November, especially since we were on the Michigan side of the lake. Soon I was alone, my meandering curiosity widening the gap between us until the three were mere dots in the distance. I followed the scalloped edges of debris that had formed during high tide.

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“Weathered Acorn” by Sondra Sula

Most of the items washed up on the sand were remnants: a silken finger of wood, fallen leaves, emptied shells, a blackened acorn. Each told the story of a previous life. The wood, leaves and acorn were formerly part of a living, growing tree. They had traveled from sky to earth, had rolled into the water, and then had been returned, changed. Even the rocks and shells that had begun their lives in the lake had been coughed out, transformed.

I began to contemplate how I am only a remnant of what I used to be. My cells have sloughed off time and time again, and my rough edges have grown smoother over the years. As I navigate the lake of life, I transition between effortlessly floating, sinking to the bottom, and somersaulting through the waves, pounded by the surf. I am becoming someone new, different, and more interesting. I am now worn and polished to the point where glimpses of my inner life can be seen on my surface.

I felt a brief moment of unity with all of creation—comfortable being a remnant.

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“Along Lake Michigan” by Sondra Sula
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Rediscovering the Dunes

"Day at the Dunes" by Sondra Sula
“Day at the Dunes” by Sondra Sula

A day trip to the Michigan dunes with my husband adds a “beachy” flavor to my Gratefulness Walk, as well as a companion for the journey. I quickly come to the realization that flip-flops are not good dune-climbing shoes. I also learn that sometimes the most obvious, yet steepest way up a hill really is easier than tiptoeing through poison ivy along a lesser incline. And surprisingly, a beagle really can jump off a boat seemingly anchored far away, swim to shore, and bite a person’s arm—namely mine. And I love dogs!

"Dune Art" by Sondra Sula
“Dune Art” by Sondra Sula

Also remarkable—much life is hidden within the sandy ecosystem of the dunes. Feathers scatter the beach, evidence of seabirds such as terns and seagulls. Along the base of the dunes, nests made of dried grasses are woven close to the ground, amongst low-growing brush. Ladybugs cling to anything that isn’t sand as they make their way inland.

"Spiral Ornament" by Sondra Sula
“Spiral Ornament” by Sondra Sula

Tangles of twigs, dune grass, shells, and feathers resemble abstract, three-dimensional artwork created by the lapping lake waves pulling, pushing, tumbling, and twisting. Simple snail shells, bleached white by the burning sun, dot textured sand like spiral ornaments flung across a beige carpet.

As I lift each temporarily buried foot, sand flying in all directions, I slowly move forward. The next step plunges me ankle deep and I repeat the process, desperate to reach the top. But I don’t. I squint up toward the light to see my husband has reached the peak, wildly waving driftwood walking sticks as buzzards circle him.

At that moment I am satisfied and feel no need to summit. My journey is full—full of everything from dog bites to dune hikes. I feel free.

"Dune Debris" by Sondra Sula
“Dune Debris” by Sondra Sula